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Four Days Away

by John Mark Nelson

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True Love 03:43
When the fire's burning down Ember glow it shows my feet on the ground Staring meaning into flame Looking back the last time I heard my name Nothing remained, but True love True love will lift us up When everything else Seems like it's not enough I know Sometimes it's all too much But true love will lift us upon Just enough for each new day Trips my patience, makes me break and complain There just has to be a way Of moving forward through the wind and the rain To find myself saying, that True love True love will lift us up When everything else Seems like it's not enough I know Sometimes it's all too much But true love will lift us upon There isn't really a medicine for every deep wound There isn't really a measure that we're following truth
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Backwards 03:57
Everything I thought that I am Suddenly caving in Truth can only move me so far And bring me around again So I sit in the static And the question comes in What if I go backwards every time I think I'm getting closer? Now and then I just can't help but wonder maybe this is over If only for a moment or two Let me be something new I could see the good in my hand And value in what I do But I'm, not so sure it could happen If I wanted it to What if I go backwards every time I think I'm getting closer? Now and then I just can't help but wonder maybe this is over If I never get much closer If I never see the day If everything breaks and shatters, it's ok
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All The Same 04:41
After the shape is broken You make the coffee, windows open Looking for any reason To name any truth that we believe in Eyes open, heart still Unspoken until A word, or just a sound Something only we've found How did we ever find our way to this place? I know it must be more than choices we made It's too much to write it down or call it by name But, I, I love it all the same After the daily scatter Sometimes we rest, sometimes we shatter Looking for any reason To name any joy in any season A well that we fill To save and to spill A path still unclear Something only we hear How did we ever find our way to this place? I know it must be more than choices we made It's too much to write it down or call it by name But, I, I love it all the same
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Rolling faster and faster Tumbling down again So much room on this paper Don't know how to fill it in Oh, where does that leave me now? Oh, where does that leave me now? Are you looking for value But you can't seem to win Might be here in the daytime Gone when the lights go dim Oh, where does that leave you now? Oh, where does that leave you now? We saw good in each other Even when life was thin Now we're strangers in love Just looking for a place to begin Oh, where does that leave us now? Oh, where does that leave us now?
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Held between the silent hands of fear Wondering why my life has led me here Oh the dreams that you have and the way they just disappear Here I am Holding out the pieces of all that I planned All I see Is the man that I was, not the man I will be And I pray I find what’s next Here in this wilderness Thrown from every place that feels like home Hanging by the thread of all I know Will your mercy still follow me here or am I alone Here I am Holding out the pieces of all that I planned All I see Is the man that I was, not the man I will be And I pray I find what’s next Here in this wilderness Show me where you are Whispering life into distant stars Show me you are kind Whispering hope in our broken lives
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New 03:35
Oh, God Oh, God Silence never held such pain I’ll take, I’ll take The burden of your guilt and blame I have watched you grow so tall I watched you break and fall and for all these years I’ve wondered where you are Will our fears and prayers ever make this new? When morning comes Nothing else can hide your face Oh light, Oh, light How do we deserve this grace When you have watched us steal and scar and you have placed us where are And for all these years our hearts have been through Will these awful wounds, ever be made new And when it’s said and done, break my heart with more of you
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The End 04:50
It’s looking like an omen For a moment, you could cut these ties and change your mind It’s nothing like you thought it But you want it, so you clear your eyes and start to try Maybe I could meet you there Let me be the reason you find the faith to begin Let me be the courage you lack but wish you could win Let me tell you how many times I’ve been where you’ve been Let me be the voice that whispers, this is not the end Sometimes it’s so lonely When it’s only, a feeble fire and dim desire You wonder if it matters So you scatter, your dreams and start To doubt your heart I’ll shoulder every dream I can bear Let me be the reason you find the faith to begin Let me be the courage you lack but wish you could win Let me tell you how many times I’ve been where you’ve been Let me be the voice that whispers, this is not the end
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When I fall deep into something I’m made for I start to wait for Worry to come Make a home inside the promise we stand on Build all our plans on So quickly undone Little notions, take you so far from yourself I’m in motion, but I don’t want anyone else When I fall deep into some other story Love that ignores me And hollows my mind I set it down, just as you set it before me And reassured me, that you were still mine Little notions, take me so far from myself I’m in motion, but I don’t want anyone else Little notions, take me so far from myself I’m in motion, but I don’t want anyone else

about

In late May, 2017, I packed a few microphones and guitars into my car and drove out to a small farming community in rural Wisconsin. I had spent the better part of two years working on a record that I just couldn’t seem to finish. So, I decided to step away from it, and spend some time pursuing a completely different creative path. Starting totally from scratch, I challenged myself to write and record an album in four days. I setup my equipment in a turn of the century dairy barn in Glenwood City, and began working. After four beautiful summer days and nights, this is what came to life. Everything you hear was captured live, within that short stretch of time. Each song was recorded using just two microphones, a few instruments, a Princeton amp, and was mixed using only EQ and compression. No digital effects or processing has been added. Please enjoy, Four Days Away.

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released July 13, 2017

For Bill & Chris. Your incredible kindness and tireless support of the arts are like seeds, sprouting and blooming into the immeasurable legacy you will leave on this earth.

All songs written, recorded, and performed by John Mark Nelson, May 29th to June 2nd, 2017.

Recorded in Glenwood City, WI at the Everwood Farmstead, courtesy of the Everwood Farmstead Foundation.

Mastered by Huntley Miller

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John Mark Nelson Los Angeles, California

John Mark Nelson is a producer + songwriter from Saint Paul, MN. At a young age, he received national attention for his self- produced works, which were followed by extensive national and international touring. In recent years, Nelson moved to Los Angeles, where he has continued to generate a high volume of recorded works, and produce and write for many acclaimed artists. ... more

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